Chapter Seven

Even though Damien told Felix he’d be coming over later today he had grand news and sort of needed a question answered right then. Every summer he and his family went down to their beach house and Brittany with her big mouth spilled to their parents that Damien had finally gotten himself a new boyfriend. Of course they were happy for him and ecstatic to meet their son’s new interest.
At first Damien didn’t think inviting Felix to come along with them would be a good idea until he was nagged on and on and finally gave in. He was a little nervous and excited at the thought that he and Felix would be sharing a room together. It wasn’t the first time Damien brought a boy to their summer home. There were 3 rooms and a pull out couch since occasionally Erin or some of Brittany’s other friends come along and the girls all huddle in the living room and chatter and sleep in there.
The boy literally, without knowing, skipped up to Felix’s front door and gave it a rap. Andrew’s little face popped up at the door. Damien smiled down at the little boy, thinking it’s kind of weird that they would allow their youngest to open the door with things are now a days it could be anyone at the door.
“Andrew who is it”, a woman’s voice called from inside then the door was opened wider and a woman appeared behind Andrew. She had orange-ish cinnamon brown fuzz covering the top of her head. This was NiniAnna, despite her tan skin she was a white woman and a wild woman at that. She was wearing nothing but green bikini panties and a bra in a dark shade of blue.
“It’s just Damien Momma…he’s probably here to help Felix play big boy games”, Andrew cooed in his little kid’s voice.
“I’m NiniAnna, nice to meet you”, she smiled and held her hand out, and Damien smiled in return and shook her hand. Ninianna petted Andrew on his head then spun around on her heals, she had angel wings tattooed down her back, she stalked off swaying her hips looking fierce like a tigress as she went in search of Ester.
“So where’s your brother?”
“He’s in his room having his big boy time. He’s been in there for 4 whole hours. I’d give him another 2 or 3 hours before he comes out to eat”, Andrew nodded as he lead Damien to Felix’s room.
Damien just gawked at the little boy in disbelief and watched him press the side of his face against Felix’s door. He mimicked his boyfriend’s little brother and then knocked on the door. “Felix? I came over early…I need to talk to you, can I come in?”
Felix gave a little squeal from inside and stopped fidgeting with his member and raced around his room trying to clean up and hide stuff before unlocking his door and throwing himself in bed and ruffling the neat covers up a bit to hide his arousal, he was aching from being so close to his release moment. “C-come in”, he squeaked weakly, his face flushed and was twitch from the power of the lubricant he was using.
Opening the door when his access request was granted Damien kind of nudged Andrew back, “We need to have a big boy talk.”
“I wish I was old enough to not have to leave rooms. I’m tired of this”, Andrew complained as he stomped off in a pout.
Damien closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of Felix’s bed and affectionately rubbed Felix’s leg through the covers. Felix slightly flinched at this and smiled warmly at Damien, his brown eye twitching involuntarily as he tried not to explode all over the place.
“You’re early”, Felix pointed out the obvious.
“You’ve been jerking off for a long time. Having your hours of me time”, Damien gave him a suspicious look and straightened out the covers and gave Felix a look; “Need a moment to finish?”
Felix nodded innocently, his eyes huge and needy, and quickly got up and ran out his room and across the hall into his bathroom leaving Damien grinning and trying not to chuckle. He came back in a matter of minutes looking warn out and slightly sweaty as he flopped down on his bed next to the other boy.
“Feel better?”
“Much…and I don’t have an issue either. My mom thought I had a problem too when I first started going out and buying stacks of porn from this little shop were my cousin slept with the owner so I get this discount and a free pass because of my age”, Felix explained as he picked lint off his covers.
“So what do you call it”, Damien was slightly concerned and in his mind he was wondering way too many things at this moment. Should he still tell Felix he slept with Alba in the past? Does Felix seriously have an issue? Is Felix being truthful when he says he doesn’t have an issue?
“I get lonely sometimes and I don’t really date all that much because of….my well anyways I don’t do it all that much I just need to watch things for a while then after an hour or two I get into it. I’m not in here from beating off to the opening credits”, Felix smiled shyly and half laughed.
Damien nodded, “Well I came here early because one, I don’t know why I haven’t gotten your number yet”, he leaned down and nuzzled the Hispanic boy laying on his stomach on the bed, “And two my parents need to know if you want to come with us to our beach house. We’ll be staying there for a few weeks and they really want to meet you and have been nagging me ever since Brittany spilled the beans on us”, he explained.
Felix’s eyes glistened as he looked up at Damien and smiled, “I kind of have to ask my mom first. Hold on come with me! You haven’t met her yet. Pretty sure you met NiniAnna; she tends not to stray too far from her little cub Andrew when she isn’t on the road.”
Hopping up the 17 year old dragged the other boy out of his room and into the kitchen where there was talking and laughing and the clacking of dishes. Ester was a small Hispanic woman and Felix wasn’t much taller. She and her son shared the black hair that Alba didn’t seem to get, his hair being a tropical brown which Damien knew wasn’t at all died it was his natural color given the color of his happy trail.
Ester’s brown eyes rolled up to meet Felix’s and gave him a smile and a kiss on the cheek and then her eyes harden when they were set on Damien, raising an eyebrow she looked him over then glanced at Alba. They both obviously remembered each other and Damien knew at that moment Estephania didn’t approve of him.
Felix talked to his mother quickly in Spanish, pleading to her and toughing her arms and giving her arms little squeezes and would bounce slightly like a child. Ester sighed at this and looked her age at that moment.
“Aye, you can go”, Ester watched her son grin happily and then nearly toppled her over in a hug and thanked her and kissed her on the cheek a bunch. She whispered something in his ear that made him blush and he pulled away and nodded, half a smile still left on his mouth.
Damien was releuctant when Felix dragged him out the kitchen, Alba had been staring holes in the back of him and it made his hair stand on end. He almost felt Alba’s wants flowing off him and blowing against his back half like a breeze.
“So what was that your mom whispered in Spanish to you?”
Felix blushed as he watched Damien sit back on his bed as he closed his door and just stood there awkwardly in front of him, “We have to go…shopping.”
“Oh, that doesn’t sound too bad”, he shrugged off, wondering if he should bring up the fact that Ester was trying to dismantle him with her eyes alone.
“She wants me to get protection too. My mom is kind of suspicious of you and your intents”, Felix slightly shrugged then nearly tripped over his own braced leg when there was a knock at his door.
Alba popped his head in and grinned at Damien and eyed him the way a hunter eyes its prey and then smiled at Felix and allowed himself in and took a seat on Felix’s bed by Damien and leaned into his personal space.
“I just wanted to come and say I wish to help you with your trip shopping. It’s hard to find little condoms that’ll fit you”, Alba teased and grinned wickedly as Felix’s face blushed a shade of humiliation red. “Did he tell you yet Damien? That he’s a late bloomer which is”, Alba snickered, “Uh why he’s not so tall and he looks so fucking adorable. He wasn’t able to come till last year when he was 16, almost 17. I haven’t seen it since he hasn’t been walking around naked all too much but I’m sure it’s still kind of tiny.”
Felix’s eyes hardened in a death glare as they burned, trying not to cry because it’d ruin the look of pure spite. His face was on fire out of the embarrassment. In his mind not everyone could be as big as his cousin. Damien was bigger than him as well but at least didn’t tease him about it.
“He’s not tiny. Felix is average size. You shouldn’t try and put him down like that. That’s just cruel and horrible”, Damien leaned away from Alba, standing up for Felix even though deep down Felix appreciated it but didn’t want needed anyone to stand up for him because he could handle himself.
Alba shrugged, his plan spoiled by his cousin’s development, “Whatever just have fun, and Felix I’ll still help you if you want me to. You know I just like to jackass around.”
The boy with the different colored eyes just stood very still, his eyes flickered. Alba shrugged again and stood. Felix jutted his chin out and his eyes glanced at the door, “I appreciate the offer and I’ll be sure to get back to you when I decide to offer.”
Alba sniffed and pressed against the side of Felix, looking at Damien as he grabbed ahead of Felix’s jaw and whispered something in his ear then licked the side of his face and left.
Damien’s brain went on full alert as he wondered what Alba told Felix. Did he tell him that he got to sleep with him? That’s not what Damien needed right now when Felix was going to come with him on a trip to the beach and would spend several weeks sharing a room and spending time together to get to know one another. He didn’t need a drought in the new chapter of this blossoming relationship that hadn’t even sprouted out of the ground yet. The seeds for it had just freshly been planted.
“Don’t mind him Dami. He can be a royal pain but he doesn’t mean any harm”, Felix spoke softly as he sat down next to him, still feeling shame riding on his shoulders.
Damien wrapped a comforting arm around Felix and brushed his lips against the warm soft skin of Felix’s cheek. Now that Damien thought about it, Alba’s info did explain why Felix’s face was so smooth.
“So when do we leave”, Felix asks smiling.
“Hopefully in about 5 days. Is that too soon for you?”
“No, no that’s fine.”
***
Ester had left Felix blushing in his room after she gave her son a lecture on STDs and practicing safe sex just in case Damien tried something with Felix. No, you shouldn’t rush into sex or anything. He was pretty sure by now everyone in his family were painfully waiting for him to finally get laid. Why? He didn’t have the slightest idea, maybe because they thought if he finally lost his cherry he’d stop spending so much time to himself in his room.
Alba had slipped into his room with a basket of laundry under his arm while Felix was daydreaming about being on the beach with Damien at sunset and other romantic things. His cousin startled him by throwing the basket on his bed and digging through his suitcase.
“I have some things for you to bring”, Alba explained when Felix fought him on rearranging his stuff in his luggage to make space. “Now your first time is going to hurt so you might want to bring your own lubricant”, Alba explained as he grabbed a bottle of lubricant and showed Felix and then stuffed it away in his toiletry bag.
“We’re not going to have sex”, Felix whined sitting down on his bed and let Alba do as he pleases since there’s no stopping his cousin.
“Just in case Chico”, Alba stroked the side of Felix’s face then went on packing his little cousin’s bags. “Now I thought you’d like to barrow some of clothes. I know I’m taller than you so I manage to find a few things that’ll fit. You’re fucking adorable and nothing says ‘do me’ than an adorable 17 year old boy in an over size sweat shirt with nothing underneath since I know you don’t like wearing underwear.”
Felix blushed slightly and watched his cousin display the large sweatshirt then folds it up and put it in his bag and then gently bit his lower lip, nervous that Alba’s helping might end up making Damien a hard target to fight off if he lures him in too deeply.
“White cotton shorts”, Alba sang as he held up a pair of shorts that looked like they might not cover up Felix’s goods. Not only was he afraid that people might be able to see his package but he like his mother, cousin, and little brother had hips and quite more than a handful of ass. Felix couldn’t even imagine why his cousin thought those were considered cute and wanted to give him those to wear.
“Alba please don’t try and make me out to be some kind of prostitute or eye candy. I don’t want to be something I’m not”, Felix mumbled.
“I’m not! I’m making you flaunt how adorable you are”, Alba spoke loudly as he shoved more of his own clothes into his little cousin’s bag.
By the time Alba had finished packing for Felix and him and NiniAnna helped load Felix’s little Mini Cooper with bags. He would be following Damien’s family to their beach house, not like there wasn’t any room for him in one of their vans loaded up with stuff but Felix loved his car like a pet and didn’t feel comfortable leaving it all alone without him tending to it and babying it for a few weeks.

Erin and Brittany were in and rented SUV with Damien who was following his parent’s car. They had packed both vehicles up to full capacity. Most of it was Brittany and Erin’s girly stuff just in case they see something they liked on the beach and might end up being asked out on some dates.
Damien knew his sister well and knew now that she’s single that she’d be hunting on the beach for her rebound guy. For some reason girls always hook their friends up with the guy they want friend. When his parents are at the beach they try to soak up the sun and talk with their fellow beach goers and drag them out for some kind of evening beach barbeque or bonfire. Meaning Damien would possibly have Felix all to himself in the beach house every so often.
He turned up the stereo when the girls started pestering him about being alone with Felix and if they were going to get their freak on, or when they talked about something sexual and girly that he didn’t want to here. No guy wants to hear about his baby sister’s sex life. Damien was just hoping nothing went wrong, his parents or sister won’t come back when he and Felix are busy, or no one gets sick. Last summer his mom got food poising from the food they bought from the boardwalk.
All he needed was these few weeks to go right and to at least have some secluded alone time with Felix, weather it be on the beach or in their room. That’s all he was asking.
***
Letting out a sigh of relief and stretching once out the car Damien was so happy to finally be done with driving and was ready to get his and Felix’s bags in their room so they get settled together. He was pretty sure after driving for several hours he really didn’t want to go out and Damien secretly hoped Felix felt the same as he watched the silver Mini Cooper pull up and park.
Felix hopped out his car and stretched and grinned at Damien, “Miss me?”
Smiling, Damien approached the grinning boy and wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close against his body, “Yeah, now that we’re here let the fun begin!”

Chapter Six

Felix clamped his hand over his mouth and stared at Brittany as she announced what was obviously a secret. Felix glanced at Damien; he looked like he wanted to die right on the spot. Then he looked around and saw everyone was staring at them.
“Well it’s true! I walked in on him watching some pretty freaky gay porn”, Brittany repeated herself loudly. “I thought he was just joking and pulling my leg when he told me he was gay.”
Damien paid the bill then rushed out of there with Felix. Leaving Erin giving Brittany a look and Brittany smiled innocently.

Brody cursed under his breath as the ditzy girl was telling a story about how she walked in on her brother jacking to guy on guy porn. He watched him snatch up Felix and rush out of there. He finished off his salad and paid for his meal and quickly left but couldn’t see them, he went off in the direction they went but he had lost him. Damien must have been hauling ass.

Felix understood Damien’s embarrassment the way everyone was staring at them but in his own opinion every guy had been walked in on or something just as embarrassing at one point or another.
Damien yanked Felix into the public library after dragging him down the sidewalk for a long while. They climbed up to the second level of the library and sat at one of the tables. Both boys were breathing hard.

Erin sighed and sat where Felix was sitting. The spot was still warm, hot almost from the body heat that had soaked into the chair. Brittany sat where her brother was sitting and looked out the window. Brittany pointed and laughed as a young woman ran after a car with a skirt trapped in the door. She was half naked! Time seemed to stop as she stood behind the car that had stopped panting trying to catch her breath. A car, the driver not paying any attention pinned Emily between the two cars.
The frightened driver of the first car hit the gas to pull away; Emily’s intestines fell out onto the street, some of it hooked to the back of the first car. She was bleeding to death fast and being dragged across the road.
The first car made it through the intersection another car passed by behind it running over Emily. 3 more cars thinking the body in the road is just trash in the road ran over her more. As if this incident couldn’t get any worse a stray dog with his ribs poking through his flesh trotted into the road and scooped up some of the woman’s flesh and walked away. In the background you could hear a homeless man or 2 crackle and laugh.
Erin and Brittany slowly turned back to one another with their mouths open, gawking at each other about what they just saw, their eyes huge. Neither one knew what to say to the other. They just gathered their bags and left.

Brody half the incident then shrugged it off and moved on. Since that’s what people do. They get over it and move on. He was more concerned with finding Felix and Damien then about the foolish woman’s mistake to stand behind a car or not be more aware that she should gather and catch her skirt before closing the door of a car.
He lurked up and down blocks taking turns and looked through windows and couldn’t find them. Brody wasn’t about to ask if anyone had seen the two. He decided to double back and ‘accidently wander’ by both Felix’s homes and tries and sees where his car might be parked at.
Brody gave up on that idea shortly when he passed by a Mini Cooper fitting the description of Felix’s car then checked the license plate on it sitting by a meter. He didn’t believe it was creepy that he knew Felix’s license plate or that when he saw the boy’s car in the school’s parking lot that he’d occasionally take a peek inside to see what he was packing. It was kind of like his way of getting to know someone. Though he knew his sister and a few other people would say other wise.

Felix leaned back in his seat and looked up at the ceiling of the library. The ceiling was a skylight. The bronze skin boy stared at the sky in a daze for a moment till Damien poked gently on the back of his hand.
“You were drifting off there”, Damien smiled playfully.
“Sorry. I just like looking at the sky when the clouds are shaped like that. You know sometimes when the sunsets just right and it’s kind of cloudy out the sky looks like it’s painted. Kind of cool looking. It makes me wish I could like paint my ceiling or wall like that”, Felix cooed as he looked at Damien for a while, watching him, then looked back up at the sky.
Damien looked at Felix as if he was high or something then just smiled at him and scooped both his hands off the table top and into his. He gently petted the back of Felix’s hands with his thumbs studying the other boy’s hands.
“What are you doing”, Felix mumbled giving him a soft look as he slowly looked around, a light blush set on his cheeks as he gently bit his pink bottom lip.
“Can’t I hold my boyfriend’s hand”, Damien asked then grinned when Felix gave a slight jump and looked down at their hands his face darkening in a blush. He curiously and quietly wondered what the other male was embarrassed about. Was he possibly uncomfortable displaying his sexual preferences out in public? Or maybe it was just easy to make him blush. He had once watched in the distance as Erin made Felix blush a deeper shade very 5 minutes their freshman year.
Damien thought it was quite cute. Though he wondered if Felix would break out his shell, he did display that he could be bold sometimes but that brought up another question on what has to take place on him to be bold.
Felix nudged Damien in the leg with his foot when he noticed he wasn’t just looking at him he was staring at him. He was starting to get uncomfortable from the attention. It was like when people first meet him they openly gawk at his blue eye. After a while you get over it and get use to the fact that he was just unique. Though Felix still hated it, it made him feel like a freak show or like something was wrong with his appearance on that day. For example: an embarrassing little something hanging out of your nose.

Andrew kept calling his big brother and eventually he picked up and the younger boy informed Felix that he had to come home and ‘watch’ him because their parents, NiniAnna and Ester, had went off to work and do other tasks.
Felix sighed and shoved his phone in his pocket and looked sadly at Damien, “I kind of have to cut this short. My little brother is home alone and all so I have to go watch him and make sure he doesn’t get into something that’ll get us both in trouble.”
“Oh…well I can keep you company while you watch him if you want? How old is the kid?”
“7”
“Is he a brat”, Damien questioned, never knowing Felix had a younger sibling.
“When he’s not embarrassing me he isn’t. I also have an older cousin named Alba; he’s a bit of a whore. He’s probably at work or still at someone he hooked up with last night at their house still”, Felix explained as he stood and pushed his chair in under the table, Damien following his lead.
“Yeah I know how that can be”, Damien rubbed the back of his neck remembering countless times where Brittany has embarrassed him.
Damien followed Felix out the library and down the street in search of his car. He was busy wondering where he heard the name Alba. It was vaguely familiar but it wouldn’t come to him.
It was a pretty long drive from the city to the decent size house Felix shared with his cousin and mother. Most of the time his mom and Andrew were over at NiniAnna’s huge house, which was bigger than his dad’s house, so it during most weeks it’d just be Alba and Felix pacing back and forth. Occasionally Felix might get a glimpse of who ever Alba had slept with the previous night leave his room or Felix would wake up to an empty house. Though it’s not like him and Alba talked much, the occasional grunt maybe some teasing remark made by Alba or a question from Felix. Nothing major at all, in actuality it was kind of sad in a way.

Alba was sitting in the kitchen shirtless eating a peanut butter sandwich and a glass of milk. He yawned again, just now waking up to an almost empty house. Andrew was in the living room watching T.V. and being quiet. He was impatiently waiting for Felix to come home so he could shower and go to work. Alba looked at the back door and smiled tiredly as he saw Felix come inside along with a familiar face.

Felix carefully parked next to Alba’s big red monstrous SUV. He use to drive a shabby, dented up, putt putt of a car until Estephania made him get rid of it when it broke down one winter and he almost freeze to death. She gave him her old SUV and got herself bigger shinier silver SUV since Felix was growing he needed a bigger chair which meant she needed more room at the time.
Thinking back on those times kind of made Felix sad, costing so much money just because he wasn’t born normal, even though he tried his best to be a normal kid and not some weak cripple still didn’t mean things cost less for his family to manage him, his pain killers use to put a large dent in his mother’s pay check and she battled NiniAnna long and hard but finally she gave in and let her pay for some things.
Felix led Damien in through the back entrance into the kitchen. He just bobbed his head to greet his cousin.
“Andy is watching TV I would have watched him and let you….play a little longer and be out and about but I have to work”, Alba looked Damien over. He almost didn’t recognize the boy clinging to his cousin’s hand. He was busy staring at the fact that they were holding hands.
Damien’s eyes got huge when he saw the male sitting in Felix’s kitchen. Now he knew why the name sounded so familiar. He had slept with his crush’s cousin without even realizing it! While he was still gawking at Alba he tried to remember how and where it all went down.
Comparing Alba and Felix was like breaking the laws of physics. Felix was so adorable, beyond explanation. Kind of like a kitten or a child like angel he was sweet, innocent, and unbelievably adorable. Alba on the other hand was drop dead model hot. He had fierce and fiery appearance and personality that he used to get him laid over and over again. It’s just plain impossible to compare the two cousins.
For some reason Damien was more attracted to Felix. His brain will still trying to process the fact that he fucked up big time by sleeping around to even wonder why he liked Felix more than Alba though he knew Felix more than he did Alba he still barely knew his new boyfriend.
“Oh um Damien this is my cousin Alba and Alba this is my”, Felix paused and blushed causing the other two boys to smile at the adorable reaction, “Boyfriend Damien.”
Alba gave Damien a flirtatious smile and stood up to shake Damien’s hand. Damien thought it’d be rude to not shake his hand. Alba leaned into Damien as they shook hands, grinning in his ear as he whispered, “We’ve met before, and this won’t be the last time we’ll see each other.”
Swallowing hard Damien’s eyes flicked over to Felix knowing he was standing close enough to hear all that. Lucky for him Felix had wandered off to go check on Andrew making sure he hadn’t died since Alba really wasn’t watching him closely.
Alba pulled away from Damien smirking but didn’t leave without giving him a little grope. Damien yelped and his face heated, satisfied by this reaction Alba sauntered out the kitchen and up the stairs to his bedroom to get ready for work. In his mind he was going to have a lot of fun torturing Damien. Though he’d have to be careful, even though Felix was shy and had kitten like qualities sometimes if you push him too much it’s like facing and angry black panther.
Damien wandered around the corner to find Felix. He was sitting next to Andrew on the couch petting the little boy’s hair and smiling as they eyed the T.V. and talked quietly in Spanish. Felix glanced over his shoulder at Damien when he felt the other boy staring at the back of his head and waved him over.
“Andrew this is Damien. Damien this is my little brother Andrew”, Felix petted the little boy’s hair, not ruffling it since he himself hated when people do that. Usually takes him several minutes of him brushing his wet hair to ensure that it won’t stick up half way through the day. “I’m going to leave you two alone for a moment. Don’t kill each other, I’ll be right back!” Felix hopped up off the couch and scurried off.
Damien tried to casually sit next to Andrew who was curiously watching his every move. Both boys wanted to question the other, Andrew took the first step though. Andrew’s little kid curiosity bottling up inside and then bubbling up and out of his lips.
“Do you love my brother?”
“Not yet”, Damien half laughed nervously.
“So you like playing with other boy’s thingies?”
“Um…so um I hear you have two moms”, Damien said looking around the small living room and seeing a small lovely looking Hispanic woman standing next to a tall woman wearing a corset with orange hair highlighted with cinnamon brown cut short around her shoulders.
“Yeah they love each other”, Andrew nodded.
“Is it hard? I mean do kids tease you because you have two moms”, Damien blurted out the question he’s been dying to ask.
Andrew shrugged, “Not all that much. I mean it is 2009! I do think it’s kind of weird that I and Alba are the only ones that like people opposites of us….though sometimes he does bring home boyfriends for the night.”
Is that what he calls them? Boyfriends for the night, Damien thought that was a little odd. But if it made sense to the little kid that’s probably that’s all that matters so that there’s no more curious questions asked.
“Are you going to spend the night and play big boy games with Felix”, Andrew asked curiously as he stared up at Damien who just blushed and kind of gawked at him.
The older male looked around idly, wishing Felix would hurry up and come back. Between Felix’s older cousin making passes at him and his little brother asking explicit questions it looked like he just couldn’t win. He was happy when the commercials went off and Andrew practically forgot Damien was sitting there. It gave him a chance to think about how he should tell Felix he slept with Alba, if he should at all, and fight Alba off.
What’s a guy to do?

Chapter Five

Brittany and Erin were out shopping for their summer wardrobe. Not only were they shopping but they were guy watching and giggling at comments they’d make about guys that’d pass by them.
“I’m surprised Damien didn’t join us. He loves to shop”, Erin twirled around on the sidewalk a bag in each hand.
“Yeah but he said he was busy with something when I tried to call him then hung up in my face. So rude! I haven’t even seen him since he left for the party yesterday.”
“Maybe he went home with someone”, Erin suggested.
Brittany shrugged, “Maybe. OH look a new store come on”, Brittany cleared her mine of all concern for her older brother. Then she rush off inside the store, dragging Erin behind her
“Did you ask Felix if he wanted to come with? I mean he gives pretty good shopping advice”, Brittany brought up.
“I don’t know if Felix wanted me to tell you this or not but he’s gay”, Erin rubbed the back of her neck awkwardly. Brittany had been pressuring her all of second semester to tell Felix how she felt about him. She had just now gotten around to telling her how that went.
“What? Dude my brother’s gay….maybe we can hook them up! I mean he’s such a baby and gets all scared and stuff when it comes to talking to hot guys but Felix isn’t that intimidating with his looks. They’d make a cute couple”, Brittany chirped away, disregarding Erin’s feelings about being rejected because he best friend slash crush was gay.

Damien and Felix were sitting at a small table in a little diner. Their legs occasionally touched and brushed against one another’s. At one point to solve their leg space issue Damien put his legs on the outside of Felix’s making Felix feel small and trapped as the other boy’s legs gripped his, warmth seeping through Damien’s pants and warming up Felix’s legs. The heat traveled up to his face and into his cheeks. Damien smiled and brushed some of Felix’s hair out of his face so he could look into both eyes.
Felix jerked his head away slightly and shyly sipped his coffee and looked out the window quietly as he put his elbow on the table and cradled his head on his hand.
“What’s wrong”, Damien asked drawing his brows together.
“Hm?”
“I mean you seem….distant.”
“I’m just thinking”, he gave a slight shrug, “Do you have anyone in your family who teased you a lot out of love but really and truly they’re just humiliating you?”
“Yeah, my sister”, he snorted at the thought of how his little sister Brittany humiliated him in public often. She’d scream at guys he was secretly checking out and tell them that he was looking at them and tell them how he wish to suck their cocks along with other vulgar things.
“My whole family is like that. Apparently I’m a walking, talking, living, breathing joke to them that they just can’t get enough of when it comes to teasing”, Felix rubbed his thumb against the side of the coffee mug.
“Oh…is it because you’re the baby of the family or something?”
Felix shook his head.
“Well if you’re scared of telling them about us then we can wait a little. There’s no rush. Kind of like telling someone you’re dating somebody then the next day you break up.”
Felix gawked at him with an almost horrified look on his face.
“Not that we’d break up tomorrow or anything! Just sometimes there’s no rush to go screaming to the world about news. We can keep it between us for a while”, he reached out his hand, wanting to take Felix’s.
He stared at the other boy’s hand for a long while before he placed his hand in Damien’s who’s larger hand closed around his smaller hand.

Brody was glaring at the couple by the window now holding hands. He was screaming in his head at Damien attempting to send him mental messages to stop touching his Felix. Brody rubbed his right temple when he got a minor headache from trying to ask too much from his simple human mind.
Giving up temporarily he ordered a small lunch, not wanting to get too comfortable. He needed to be able to leave quickly without being slowed down with the length of time it takes to cook a large meal.
Picking at his salad he analyzed the couple and wondered what they were saying to one another before he started to come up with his own script for them. In his mind he pretended he was Damien and was confessing a whole closet of skeletons to Felix, and Felix in return was sharing a locker of secrets. Sighing he wished it was him instead of Damien.

Brittany and Erin emerged from the store and were walking past a diner, Erin’s stomach growled. Just then she saw someone familiar out the corner of her eye then she did a double take it was Felix and Damien! They were sitting by the window holding hands smiling over their drinks. Brittany stopped and backed up when she noticed Erin had stopped walking with her. Then she giggled when she saw her brother and Felix then pressed her face against the glass and made faces. Damien and Felix’s head turned.
Damien just stared at his sister in horror then looked at Felix, but it was too late he was gawking at her and there was no way to salvage this. Damien just sunk in his seat waiting to die, wondering what he did to deserve this.
Before Erin could stop Brittany she burst inside the diner and grinned at her brother and Felix then cooed and squealed over the two of then saying how they’re such a cute couple.
“Have you two done it yet? Is that why you didn’t come home last night”, Brittany began to question them.
Felix blushed and removed his hand from Damien’s and rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. Damien just put his hand over his face and shook his head. How could this moment possibly get any worse?
Then, just like his sister was reading his mind and thinking this was a challenge she opened her mouth again and blurted out personal in formation for the whole diner to hear. The clicking of forks and spoons and knives being stopped against plates, bowls, and mugs echoed through the diner as the few people who were in there stopped to stare at the direction of the news they just received.

Fan Art

from the lovely Erin

my own fan art, it looks good from a distance in my opinion but i still suck at drawing humans (suppose to be Felix with his hair covering his brown eye) ;-; i accidently made him frown

Chapter Four

Despite how crowded his house was it wasn’t that hard for Felix to find Damien. The first place he checked was the refreshment table. He was standing there looking kind of pitiful in a cute way with a drink in his hand and tapping his foot and bobbing his head to the music as he patted his leg in rhythm with the music using his free hand.
Felix let out a sigh then ran his hand through hi hair and did a breath test before he set his shoulders and strutted over to Damien. Standing face to face with his crush he flashed him his best smile. Felix was satisfied with the reaction of Damien’s face blushing slightly.
Damien was about to just split and try and find a ride home when a boy a few inches shorter than him appeared in front of him, the boy looked like he lost one of his colored contacts when his eyes adjusted and realized it was Felix. Damien just gawked at him then he whipped out an award winning smile and Damien’s eyes fluttered and he took a step back and pressed himself against the wall to support him.
“Hey, you enjoying yourself”, Felix leaned forward and breathed into Damien’s ear.
Damien nodded as his ear and cheek tingled from where Felix’s smooth face brushed against it. His face was on fire and his brain wouldn’t even allow him to function enough to work his tongue. Surprisingly his jaw wasn’t hanging open making him look like some kind of idiot.
Felix put his hand on Damien’s shoulder and ran his hand down Damien’s arm to his empty hand and held it and looked up at him, “You don’t look like it. Standing here all by your lonesome…why don’t you come with me to somewhere a little more quiet so we can talk.”
Neither one of them could barely breathe. Felix had his chest pressed against Damien’s their hearts pounding heavily but with the bass of the music thumping through the stereo and their chest it was hard to tell which was what. Damien allowed Felix to lead him up several flights of steps; each level it grew a little quieter till they were finally in a large room that he guessed was Felix’s bedroom.
Felix led him over to his large bed but they didn’t sit on it. “You know Damien”, Felix started, taking Damien’s drink out his free hand and setting it on his night stand then took his other hand, “I’ve liked you for a long time.”
Damien just stared down into Felix’s blushing smiling face. If this was some kind of dream he was about to kick someone’s ass. Though he was sure it wasn’t, Felix’s hands were little warmer than a normal person’s.
“I-I…same”, that was almost all he could manage to get out. In a sense his brain was broken.
Felix sat down on his bed, still holding Damien’s hands and still smiling and slightly blushing. Damien curiously brushed Felix’s bangs away and ran his finger tips over his forehead and onto his hot cheek, “You have a fever, you okay?” Damien suspected Felix might be high or delirious or something to be talking this way.
He shook his head, “I just run a higher temperature than most. My average temperature 100 degrees on the dot, nothing abnormal to me really, enough about me what about you?”
“You want to know how much my average temperature is.”
“No! I want to know if you….like me. I mean if you’re into that kind of thing”
“Oh”, Damien bit his lower lip and sat down next to Felix feeling kind of awkward, “Of course I do. I’ve liked you for the longest….just didn’t know how to tell you and I didn’t know if you liked boys and I was scared you’d reject me and humiliate me if you weren’t gay”, He confused to his crush.
“Well…aren’t we silly. We could have been dating this whole time and neither of us was brave enough to tell the other”, Felix teased as he lay back on his bed.
“What made you so brave tonight”, Damien wondered as he lay propped up on his elbow next to Felix.
“I didn’t want to go to bed alone”, Felix grinned and rolled onto his side and threw his leg over Damien’s.
Damien laughed, thinking he was just playing and pulled Felix to him and kissed him playfully. Felix was a very energetic boy; Damien felt his energy and liveliness in his kissing as he wrapped his limbs around Damien. Felix pressed his thighs against Damien’s hips as his hands ran up and down Damien’s back as they kissed.
Felix massaged the back of Damien’s neck and petted the back of his head. He was enjoying playing with his hair. A thought dawned on Felix causing him to jerk his head sideways to break the kiss. Damien looked at him hazily, his mouth was red and his lips were swollen from all the kissing.
“Does this make us a couple”, Felix asked curiously looking down at himself wondering how and when his shirt magically removed itself.
“Are you asking me out”, Damien bowed his head and kissed Felix’s chest and kissed his way across his collarbone, up the side of his neck to his jaw line then eventually made his way to Felix’s lips.
“I suppose I am”, he giggled then moaned slightly.
“Felix I would love to go out with you if you’d have me.”
“Don’t be so sappy. I might change my mind”, he teased.
Damien snorted and kissed and sucked on Felix’s neck down to his chest leaving bruise like hickies behind. His eyes rolled and unconsciously began humping against Damien. He responded to this by trying to undo Felix’s pants but Felix was already out of his humping fit and was trying to pull his shirt up over his head. After a hasty struggle both boys were reduced to their underwear and were kissing, touching, rubbing all over each other.
“What’s this”, Damien asked in the middle of exploring Felix’s body. He was lying on his stomach and Damien had left a trail of hickies from his shoulder down his back and had stopped at a patch of pink skin that was shaped like a cat head.
“That’s just a birth mark thingy. It’s complicated I’ll explain it to you one day”, Felix wiggled his bottom. Damien ran his hand over Felix’s bubble butt then gave it a pat, grinning evilly as he had some not so pure thoughts.
“It’s been a while for me.”
“Huh? What do you mean”, Felix rolled onto his side and looked at him.
“Since I’ve done it…”
Felix blushed and his eyes got huge, “Wait, wait, wait! I’m not ready for this. I like you and all but I don’t want a relationship revolving around sex.”
“What”, Damien just gawked at him, wondering why Felix was acting so weird. He wrapped his arm around Felix’s waist and pulled him back into bed as he struggled to get out.
“I’m…a virgin.”
“That’s not too big of a deal. I mean you have experimented and before and stuff right?”
“I rather not talk about that.”
“Bad experience then…alright. We can just…lay here and talk and kiss”, he suggested.
“I’d like that a lot. Though my dad is a little funky about things since my mom left him for a woman…might have to keep it a secret from him”, Felix half smiled.
“Ouch. I didn’t know you had two moms”, Damien looked Felix over curiously.
“I have one mom but her girlfriend is like a second mom to me. They’ve been together since I was 5”, he explained, rubbing his bare arm slightly then tried to casually adjust his self. Both of them still in their underwear and Felix was having a rough time calming down in front of his new boyfriend.
“Wow, talk about your inspirational gay couple”, he smiled.
Felix laughed, a wonderful almost child like sound. He couldn’t resist running his hand through Felix’s black hair and ruffle it. Though unfortunately he figured out why when people talked about Felix’s hair they called it static black. Damien jerked his hand back when he got shocked.
“It does that a lot more when it’s shorter which is why it occasionally sticks up awkwardly. I don’t know why”, he gave a small shrug. “Is it strange that my pubes do that too and that’s why I have to shave them off?”
“What? Really, yeah that is pretty strange. Might have to…experiment with that”, Damien’s fingers traced up Felix’s still stiff todger, he flinched slightly then quivered with delight.
“You’re making things worse”, he groaned and then grabbed a pillow from behind Damien and used it as a shield as he hugged it. “I’m not going to lie to you; I’m acting kind of reserved because I’m scared!”
“Of what, that you’ll accidently cum too soon”, Damien teased using a playful smile to not hurt Felix’s feelings.
“Yes and that you might not like how I taste. Sometimes my cousins will be talking about their sex life”, Felix rubbed the back of his head and took a shaky breath, “Sometimes they say they guy they were with tasted bad or their orgasm face was scary and all this other embarrassing stuff”, he mumbled and looked away.
Damien took Felix’s hand and gave him a comforting squeeze, “We can go slowly, I mean we just started dating. We haven’t even gone on our first date!”
“Are you asking me on a date?”
“Hey! That only works for me!”
“So you’re not”, Felix poked out his bottom lip and pouted as he got off the bed and walked across the floor a few steps away, the floor was thumping from the loud music from downstairs.
“Well we can go out to a movie or get coffee or take a stroll down the board walk”, Damien suggested watching Felix flop down in one of the recliners by his fireplace then he crossed over to join him.
“I’d like that”, Felix smiled then began latching his leg brace onto his leg. He had manage to figure out a way to remove the body of the brace without pulling the long screws out that kept the bones in place. He manages to lock everything back into place with the use of some of his tools.
“Are you sure you’re suppose to be taking that off and stuff”, Damien asked, watching him out of concern.
“Nope, but I like to dabble in things. I’m good with power tools”, Felix wiggled his eyebrow.
“You’re not like making vibrators by mixing dildos and power drills are you”, Damien grinned then laughed.
Felix stopped and looked at him, soberly then his eyes moved from left to right slowly then half laughed.
“Anyways….I say over all this was a good day. My sister isn’t pregnant and I got myself a man! It’s like someone out there is rewarding me.”
***
Felix woke up with his face buried in something warm, fleshy, and moving. He nearly jumped out of his bed when he looked at who was in his bed. Felix rubbed his forehead he thought he was just dreaming. Lifting up the covers of his bed he stared horrified. He agilely lifted himself out of his bed and scrambled off to his bathroom and pulled off his stained underwear then cleaned himself up a little then brought a damp cloth back to bed and crawled under the sheets and gently cleaned Damien’s thigh off.
He stopped when Damien’s leg twitched or moved and tried not to stare when he got aroused from the attention he was giving his thigh as he tried to clean last night’s dreams off.
“Mm, Felix what are you doing”, Damien peaked at him.
“Oh…nothing, how long have you been awake?”
“Since you got out of bed, are you trying to work on your experience points”, he teased.
“N-n-no I-I-I’m going to go shower”, Felix stuttered then flew out from under the sheets and into his huge bathroom then unlatched his brace so he could properly clean his leg.
Damien yawned and stretched then trotted after Felix stripping off his last bit of clothing as he went and let out a long whistle after slipping into the massive shower with Felix, who was bent over washing his leg covered with scars. He gave Felix a hard spank turning the cheek red. Felix jumped up straight then slowly turned around blushing fiercely as he pressed his back against the shower wall and used his hands to cup his junk protective and shyly.
“You know my favorite way to wake up”, Damien asked kneeling in front of Felix.
He shook his wet hair.
“I like to wake up with someone’s lips around my morning wood. Have you ever had head before?”
Felix nodded; he had been with a girl and guy or two. His first head was when he was experimenting with one of his neighbors. They were both 9 and had started playing games involving their penises when they were 6. Then he got real head his sophomore year of High School after he experimented with a little drugs.
“We’ll then this might be the best head that you’ll never forget”, Damien brushed Felix’s hands away and he felt like his whole body was blushing as his todger sprang up.
Damien grinned and looked up at him and gave him a few teasing strokes using a loose grip and barely touching the shaft. Felix whimpered and bit his lower lip as the other boy licked the tip of his head. Damien took Felix’s head into his mouth and sucked on it gently and traced over the shape of it with his tongue. Felix let out a soft groan and placed his hands on Damien’s head and shoulder, massaging his scalp and shoulder.
Water ran off the two boy’s naked bodies as Damien began sucking on Felix bobbing his head at a steady rhythm as one hand began playing and massaging Felix’s balls while the other one teased his hole, circling the outside of it then applying a little pressure. Felix gasped and arched his back as the other boy’s finger began to penetrate him. Damien just began to deep throat Felix.
“D-d-Damien…”
Damien opened his eyes and looked up at Felix who was peering down at him through his thick eyelashes.
Felix slid down to the floor of the shower and pushed Damien back onto his back then positioned himself so he could make Damien feel good as he was making him feel good. Felix was also good at teasing. Anyone who had saw his porn collection has told him he had and major addiction issue. But he learned a lot from them.
He began sucking on Damien then he would occasionally stop and work him with both hands pumping his boyfriend’s cock slowly then fast for quite a while as he lapped up the pre-cum then slowly to drive him insane. Damien would attempt to hump at Felix’s hands but Felix would just hold his hips down and go back to sucking him till he stopped trying to sex up his hands.
Damien would punish Felix for that by pushing his second finger into his tight hole and apply slight pressure to his prostate. He loved the way Felix would whimper and rock back onto his fingers wanting more and how his todger oozed pre-cum every time. Felix eventually had to reach up to the shower knobs and turn the water off. The attention he was getting in two different pleasure regions was already making his body feel hot and the bathroom was filled with steam.
“N-n-no don’t touch there, you’re going to make me explode”, Felix whimpered as Damien applied pressure to his G spot and then he went back to making Damien feel good but the other boy was close himself and kept applying more pressure to Felix’s prostate as he began to deep throat him for a while before sucking hard on Felix’s head.
Felix had yet to figure out to deep throat, his mind was cloudy with pleasure that he didn’t even realize he was screaming at the top of his lunges as he shot off into Damien’s mouth. Felix, blushing, looked back at Damien who was trying to swallow the massive load. He smiled once he was able to get it all down then Felix grinned sucked on his fingers till they were coated with saliva and began to press them into Damien and began to finger him as he went back to sucking him off, his free hand going back and forth between stroking the other male off while his head bobbed on his arousal to playing with his balls.
Damien roughly grabbed Felix’s head and began to fuck his mouth wildly. Felix occasionally made choking sounds and tried hard not to gag. He nearly did before Damien pulled back just enough, planning to thrust into his throat again before he unleashed his spunk into Felix’s mouth. Felix stared up at Damien, cum running out the corners of his mouth. He found swallowing it was harder than Damien or any porn star made it look.
Afterwards they both just stared stupidly at each other. They were retarded with content. They finished cleaning up and happily went down to see what was for breakfast. Felix was happy to see that the clean up crew did a wonderful job once again cleaning up his guest’s mess. He would have to write another thank you letter and send them a gift of some grand form.
Felix yanked Damien back before he could step foot into the kitchen and looked him over. He had managed to sneak down the laundry room and washed Damien’s clothes so he had something clean to put on. But while he was out from his room he didn’t notice his dad hadn’t left for work. Usually he’d be gone early. He basically owned the hospital. He was also the head doctor.
“My Dad is in there, be friendly not loving”, Felix warned, giving Damien a look then headed in. “Morning Dad”, Felix bounced in putting on a cheerful smile and sat down in his usual spot across from his Dad.
“Morning Felix, have fun at your party”, Eli glanced up at his son from his coffee and paper work.
“Yup, this is my friend Damien. He got a little sick so I had him stay the night”, Felix lied through his teeth.
Eli glanced at Damien and gave him a little nod. Not even curious since this has happened more than once at one of Felix’s parties.
“I have to go. If I don’t seen you for dinner just wrap mine up and throw it in the oven and if you leave before then and go back to your mother call me and eave me a message and tell her hello”, Eli ran his hand over his gelled back blond hair, highlighted with tuffs of white from aging and stress then finished his mug of coffee and gathered his papers and rushed out.
“Not so bad”, Felix gestured Damien to sit. As soon as Damien sat down the maid placed a plate of French toast and bacon in front of them both. He smiled in a thanking way and the maid just nodded and bustled back to her side of the kitchen and sat at a stool eating French Toast and read a magazine waiting on the boy to finish or ask for more so she could start on her next task.
“Your dad is kind of distant”, Damien guessed.
Felix shrugged and ate his food ravenously. He was starving from this morning and last night, not able to eat at all since he was busy with serving everyone and then slipping off with Damien. Breakfast didn’t last very long since both boys were starving. Then Felix offered to drop Damien off at his house since Jordan was his ride but he had ditched him when he hooked up with a girl.
Damien had texted Jordan back and told him what had happened to him, sparing him the more sexual details of the situation, knowing his friend was only concerned with, with if he made it home safely.

Brody was sitting outside the coffee shop his mother owned, people watching. He nearly busted a blood vessel when he saw Felix and another guy walking down the opposite side of the street holding hands. They then disappeared inside a restaurant and Brody looked around then flew across the street to spy on them. He wanted to know, he needed to know. He manages to remember the guy’s name from school. Damien.
He slipped into the restaurant unseen by the couple and sat in a corner table and spied on them. Brody wondered what this guy had going for him that he didn’t. Felix found them both attractive obviously so it wasn’t a matter of looks. He tried to phantom up his rival’s personality based on his appearance, but it was hard to keep his opinions unbiased. Even if it was going to take him years to find out, he was going to figure out why Felix had a crush on the other guy and rejected to him. Even if he had to stalk them both he would find out.
Brody slipped into his daydreaming and began to plot out Damien’s murder and stealing Felix away. Then his daydreaming got deeper and more detailed as he remembered the fact that Felix was a virgin and he even came up with what it’d be like to be with the god like boy who was full of life and zest.

Chapter Three

Brittany and Erin sat in Felix’s huge bedroom of his father’s house that took up the whole third floor of his house. Felix was downstairs gathering up party supplies from his last party to put in the elevator to send up to his room. The elevator had been in his dad’s house as long as he could remember, trying to make it easy for him to live there. Though of course he only lived here till he was 5 when his mother ran off with him after NiniAnna, her girlfriend who is like Felix’s second mom, breaking Eli, his father, heart.
“Have you told Bryn yet”, Erin asked, she really did hate to feel like she’s pestering Brittany but the sooner she told the people she cared about the better things would be later on.
“No! But I was planning on doing it today. I just….I kind of need to figure out how to say it to him”, Brittany gently gnawed on her lower lip.
“I’m sure it must be tough trying to figure out the wordings but call him and announce to him and everything should be pretty simple from there”, Erin suggested and grabbed Brittany’s phone off Felix’s king size bed and grabbed Brittany’s wrist and pressed her phone into the soft flesh of her palm.
“Alright, alright”, Brittany whined then uncrossed her legs and stood up and crossed over to the other side of Felix’s room and plopped down into one of the fat cushiony arm chairs sitting by his fire place then began to dial Bryn’s number, knowing it by heart.

Bryn was in a noisy tattoo shop watching one of his mates get tattooed. He just smiled supportively and teased him as he watched him wince and try and man up through the pain. His cell began to vibrate in the pocket of his leather jacket. Bryn whipped out his phone and checked the caller id before pressing the phone to his face and used his free hand to plug his ear up so he can hear.
“Hey baby. I’m at a tattoo shop, can this wait?”
“Not really, Erin keeps pressuring me about it. I’m uh….I’m pregnant Bryn”, Brittany waited quietly for him to respond to the news.
The 18 year old just stood there with his mouth hanging open with his phone pressed to his ear. His mate teasingly told him to closes his mouth before something flies inside. Bryn shook his head and asked Brittany to repeat herself, thinking he’s hearing things. She easily replied what she told him before, but with more confidence.
“P-p-pregnant, you can’t…you just can’t be pregnant. I just finished High School and you’re not even out of it! I can’t pay child support with my pay check”, Bryn freaked out and was on the edge of a break down.
“Well I am, man up! Where’s the bad boy I knew?”
“You scared him to death!”
Brittany snorted and pouted, “Well I have to go help Erin and Felix with Felix’s party. We can talk about this later.”
“No wait”, Bryn manage to get out but it was too late and she already hung up on him.

Brittany skipped back over to Erin and plopped down on her spot on the bed. Felix had joined them and was lying across his bed and was braiding streamers. Erin was aiding him and Brittany picked up some rolls and began helping them.
“Did you talk with him”, Erin wondered.
“Yup, he sounded like he was about to cry! He’s so not a bad boy”, Brittany let out a sigh of disappointment and placed her hand on her small tummy. “I need a bad boy, not some woos who can’t commit!”
“Since when do bad boy’s commit”, Felix mouthed to Erin. She raised her eyebrows and shrugged.
“I still don’t think he’s good for you. But now that you have yourself in this situation…”, Erin gestured.
“Yeah I know if I wasn’t pregnant I’d break up with his cry baby self!”
“I heard he just rides around on that bike with that gear because his dad died of a heart attack and left him all that stuff and his mom quite a check”, Felix gossiped.
“No way”, Erin and Brittany said in unison gawking at him.
Felix smiled and nodded.
“I always thought he never invited me back to his place because he wanted to impress me and thought I would think it was a dump. But now you’re telling me that he’s from some gated community”, Brittany shook her head in disbelief.
“Shame, shame”, Erin shook her head to pity the poor boy that was living a life he knew nothing about.
“Where’d you hear this from”, Brittany asked in an almost demanding way.
“Just some girls gossiping after rehearsals about you and him when I came up to invite them to the party”, Felix shrugged, not thinking much of it.
Brittany and Erin gave each other ‘the look’ associated with girls who are close. It almost looks like they’re mentally communicating with one another. Both girls jumped on Felix who struggled to get free as they made him tell them what the girls looked like, dying to know who was spreading things about Brittany and Bryn, though neither of them was concerned about Bryn right now.
The girls gossiped about the girls that were gossiping about Brittany until Felix kicked them out his bedroom and they retreated into one of the large guestrooms on the second floor and chatted till the wee hours of the night.
***
Erin and Brittany enjoyed the luxuries of Felix’s and his father’s hospitality. Hot showers at anytime without the water turning cold, coming down to the kitchen breakfast already cooked and set out by the maid, no dishes to wash. Then Felix and Erin would work on the decorations and when Brittany got back from school she’d pitch in too and then they’d take a break and lounge in or around the huge pool in the giant back yard till the maid calls them in for dinner and they occasionally joined for a meal by Eli, Felix’s blond haired blue eyed father.
“Brittany we decided to take a break early today. Come join us”, Erin called her over as Brittany found Felix and Erin floating on inflatable pool loungers, soaking up the sun.
“I can’t.”
“Why not”, Felix asked peering at her over his shades.
“I have to break up with Bryn. I just came to drop off my stuff first…”
“Why”, Erin and Felix asked in shocked unison. If she wasn’t pregnant they’d be celebrating happily and doing a victory dance. But neither of them could understand why an unwed soon to be teenage mother would break up with her boyfriend unless her family asked her or she found someone else better who could care for her and her child.
“I’m not pregnant. Got my period today and history, besides the way he reacted…not much of a bad boy. I need a change anyways”, Brittany flipped her hair, “I’ll be back shortly. Told him I’d meet him at that little family park in the community, if I don’t come back he really is a bad boy and stole me off, or he’s crazy.”
Felix and Erin gawked at her for a moment then once she was out of sight they hopped out the pool and put on dancing music and began their celebratory dance. This ended with Erin shoving Felix in the pool after he boned up when she and he started grinding on one another.
“Wet teenage bodies and bathing suits don’t go together”, Felix howled after he surfaced.
“Well at least you learned your lesson”, Erin screamed before taking a running jump into the pool and splashed Felix.

Brittany sat on a bench in the park alone watching the little kids chase each other on the sand and play. Bryn slipped up behind her and hugged her from behind. She squealed and jumped slightly then turned and looked at him and smiled a smile so familiar to him. He nuzzled her head affectionately then kissed her and swung his leg over the bench and plopped down on it.
“Bryn…we need to talk”, she started.
“Yeah we do…about the baby …um”, he rubbed the back of his arm and glanced away at her at the kids playing.
“I’m not pregnant”, she announced.
“You’re not?! Oh god that’s such a big relief! I was so scared”, Bryn nearly crushed her in a hug.
She managed to wiggle free and away, “Look I asked you to meet me here because I don’t want to be a total bitch. I wanted to break up with you face to face.”
He let get go and just stared at her blankly with his mouth open. Bryn shook his head and began to plead, “Can’t we talk about this? Why are we breaking up? We’ll be careful next time!”
“There won’t be a next time”, Brittany started as she stood up, “You’re not bad enough for me Bryn. You’re weak! Don’t bother showing up at Felix’s party planning to win me back. Because you won’t succeed, I’m going to find me a real man not some momma’s boy from the suburbs!”
Brittany spun around on her heals and her thin legs carried her off, her figure swaying as she went. Bryn just watched her go, speechless and staring after her. He was shocked, hurt, angry, depressed, and wanted to cry and throw up at the same time. The 18 year old biker boy, once bad boy just sat on the park bench for a long time until the will to move came back to him and he just slunk off to his bike and rode. Not really knowing where he was going, just wanted to ride.
***
It was the night of Felix’s party and Brody had just gotten out the bath, hair plastered to his head and he sloppily wrapped a towel around his waist and ran off to find his little sister who was laying on her bed reading. "Bells quick I need clothing help!"
Shy looked at her brother then went back to her book then did a double take, "Where's mom? She'd usually appear by now to scream at you for trying to start something that looks like the beginning of incest.”
Brody rolled his eyes at his sister’s comment and quickly went to his side of the room and pulled the large blanket separating the sides of the room like a curtain and dried off a bit and pulled on boxers then reappeared on his sister’s side of the room. “There, better?”
“No.”
“Well if you help me pull together something I won’t be standing here practically naked and disturbing your reading”, he nearly snapped at her.
Shy sighed and marked her place and closed her book and pulled herself into the sitting position and crossed her legs, “Are we going to do some kind of fashion show or do you want me to suggest something?”
“Suggest something I don’t want to be late”, Brody whimpered, nearly in a state of panic. He desperately wanted tonight to be perfect and any fool could tell you if you don’t have the right clothing or hair style or the right fragrance of breath.
“Just put on those dark blue jeans you wore on your last date”, Shy shrugged.
Brody’s mind flashed back, his last date was with his ex, Mikey. He moved away and they couldn’t do the long distance thing anymore so they broke up and decided to save each other the heartache and challenge of staying close because of the distance. Shaking his head he went to his side of the room and manages to find them in his dresser, and shook them till they unfolded and violently shoved them on.
Crossing over to his sister’s side of the room and began raiding her wardrobe. He pulled on a v neck black top and then whipped out a purple sweater that was even lower cut then the black shirt.
“Mom had gave you this, why haven’t you worn it?”
“I don’t care for her tastes. She honestly wants me to show off my boobs more”, Shy had already went back to reading, feeding her addiction.
“Damn straight, I gave you the best set of hooters in town and you and every guy breathing straight or gay should look at them and feel so lucky as to see the nicest tits he’ll ever lay eyes on”, Trisha, Brody and Shy’s mother, explained while standing in their door way. She was decked out in her party attire of low cut hip huggers and a very low cut top.
Trish ran the local coffee shop and was quite the hipster mother. She knew where all the cool night places to hang out were and often brought a man or two home with her. Brody and Shy had grown up with her habits and had become accustom to them and never really questioned her or her advice nor did they ask of her when she was going to settle down and maybe marry. They both knew they were the products of failed birth control and knew better than to ask who their fathers were. Also though they knew their mother didn’t know that they knew that there had been a few other potential siblings but they appear to be the only two children Trisha was ever going to have.
“You look great mom”, Brody complimented his mother.
“You as well, I’m off. There are frozen goodies in the freezer kiddies. Brody I know you’re going out, given that you’re stealing your sister’s clothes. So don’t bring them here. Go back to their place or do it else where. I don’t want to come home to you, some person you picked up, and your sister having an incestual threesome and she wind up pregnant”, Trish warned her kids and disappeared before either of them objected.
“I swear all mom cares about is if I end up knocked up. I could be missing for days and then show up half dead and all she’d care about is if the pregnancy tests came back negative”, Shy snorted then went over to her brother who was trying to find a belt and dug through her drawers of her dresser. “Here compliments of mom”, she tried not to giggle as she handed her brother condoms and he blushed and gave her a sober look.
“I shouldn’t be gone too late into tomorrow”, he advised her as he slipped a belt on and then the purple sweater and snatched the protection out his sister’s hand and stuffed them away.
“I’ll be fine by myself. I’ve been home alone before. Have fun”, she kissed her brother on the cheek then flopped back on her bed and went back to reading. “Oh and it’d be great if you some how lost or took off that sweater and left it somewhere.”
Brody chuckled as he left their room and threw over his shoulder, “Will do.” He locked up for his baby sister and headed off to Felix’s party.

Damien was standing by the refreshment table alone, holding a drink feeling like an idiot. Jordan had already flown off to chat up some girls and dance. He occasionally saw Felix pop up every now and then but before he could even start to move over towards him he’d disappear. Damien had to admit he was a pretty good host.
Jo-Jo, his female friend and told him he should just grab Felix off the dance floor and pull him off to a dark secluded area in the big house and kiss him with such passion that their clothes would just melt off.
It was a great plan at first, and gave him an ego boost and got his adrenaline pumping but then it started to lose momentum on his way here. Now he was alone and without confidence. Several girls had asked him to dance and he just decline and shake his head and said he was waiting for his friend who went off to the bathroom to ease the rejection. Damien took another gander around for Felix, trying to see where he’d pop up next.

Brody had finally arrived at the big house and several kids gave him a weird look as he squeezed inside. Though they weren’t bad looks, just looks of curiosity like they had seen him before but didn’t know where. The first thing he wanted to do was to find Felix and thank him again for inviting him. He couldn’t even bring himself to call his crush, even the thought of it made him break out into a sweat.
The flashing lights made Felix pop out for a bit, for some reason his eyes would shine and make him stand out for a flash of a second. Brody navigated through the crowds and masses of people and followed Felix out to his back yard. People were standing around the pool and some of them were even swimming, from bathing suits to underwear to skinny dipping. Everyone seemed to be making themselves at home. Even the couple crushing the flower garden as they made out in the flowers.
He followed Felix all the way to his pool house and he watched from the door as Felix bent over in his tight jeans and grabbed sodas out the fridge in the pool house and began stuffing them in a cooler. He had a nice bubble butt for a boy and quite a little bit of curve to his hips. The best Brody could describe Felix’s figure was that of a Hispanic girl. He licked his lips and approached Felix and touched what looked like a stamp tramp on Felix’s lower back, it was kind of shaped like a cat’s head.
Felix gasped and jumped and straightened up and turned around, facing who ever touched him with a slightly flushed face, “Oh…hi Brody glad you were able to come. Have trouble finding the place?” Felix closed the cooler and smiled at him.
“N-no…”, Brody took a seat next to him and he sat there awkwardly with Felix who didn’t seem to be having the same issue as him. He was cool and relaxed and sat with his legs crossed and sighed looking out to his backyard at all the people hanging by and in the pool.
“Hard time catering huh”, Brody broke the ice.
“Ha! Yeah, busting my ass! Can’t even enjoy my own party, but hey there’s more parties when summer huts right?”
“Yeah…”
Felix patted Brody on the back, trying to get him to relax a bit, figuring he was having a rough time. Brody slipped his arm around Felix’s waist and pulled him closer to him on the cooler. He took the plunge and pressed his lips upon Felix’s full mouth and kissed his crush heavily. Brody’s heart began to rush when his tongue gently brushed against Felix’s lips and he opened them in response giving him access.
Their tongues played as their hands danced across each other’s bodies. Next thing they knew they were on the floor, Brody was on top of Felix and both of them could feel the other’s excitement as their bodies connected. Brody touched Felix in a way a girl would rarely do. Felix let out a slight moan against Brody’s mouth and rolled his eyes behind his closed eyelids.
Next thing Brody felt wasn’t Felix’s hands under his shirt or groping hungrily at Brody’s pants. It was him pushing into Brody’s chest, his arm muscles not working very hard to push Brody off him. They both sat up, breathing hard and blushing deeply and tried to calm down.
“I..I can’t do this with you”, Felix gasped, his hand on his chest trying to calm his breathing and his racing heart.
“Y-you don’t like guys”, Brody guessed, trying to hide the hurt look from Felix.
“It’s not that…I just like someone else. I mean you’re attractive and…wow a great kisser.”
“Thanks”, Brody spoke shyly while grinning, “So are you.”
“Thanks but, I like another guy. And believe me Brody but if he wasn’t in the picture of if I didn’t know him or something along those lines it’d be you and me to an extent”, Felix nodded, rubbing Brody’s back to comfort him.
“To an extent…?”
“I’m a virgin”, Felix admitted shyly and half smiled.
Brody just gawked at him. Felix, this god like creature sitting next to him comforting him was a virgin. Brody’s mind almost drifted as he tried to imagine taking Felix’s virginity away but Felix kept telling him how he liked someone else and it ruined the fantasy.
“I hope we can still be friends”, Felix cooed as he stood up. He was full of energy now from that moment with Brody.
Brody nodded and gave him a small smile to tell him he was cool with things and okay, even though deep down he really wasn’t. Sighing he stayed in the pool house, trying to cool down a little more as Felix picked up the cooler, the muscles of his strong arms and chest that he was exploring earlier and was planning to kiss over able him to carry the cooler back to his house. Brody opened the freezer of the fridge in the pool house and manage to find an ice pack and pressed it into his painful throbbing arousal. On the bright side he got to get a glimpse of Felix’s hard on trapped and pressed into the fabric of his tight jeans.
Felix was pumped up. It was taking a little longer than he thought for his arousal to go away. But once it was gone he was ready to face his next challenge. He emerged from his hiding spot from upstairs and prowled off in search of Damien. Felix was on the hunt and he wasn’t going to spend tonight in his empty king size bed. Determination engulfed his doubts, weakness, and shyness.

Chapter Two

Everyone in UrbanDee High School anxiously waited for lunch everyday. That was the time where the whole school stopped and took a break and could get with their friends and gossip, chat, joke around, trade homework assignments, and get answers to the tests and quizzes of the day. Felix sat with Erin and Brittany.
“Where’s your boyfriend”, Felix half scoffed.
“He says the food isn’t good enough here so he went with some of his friends and snuck off campus to pick up something”, Brittany picked up an apple off Erin’s tray and took a bite out of it. The ripe juices of the apple flowed down her chin as she smiled then dabbed at her face with a napkin.
“I hope he doesn’t get in trouble”, Erin said half heartedly.
“Oh I hope he does! Nothing turns me on more than a bad boy!”
“We know”, Erin and Felix said in unison, both rolling their eyes.

Brody sighed heavily as he watched Felix and his friends chat and eat from a lonely corner table that had his name written all over it. Usually during lunch he uses a spoon or a fork and carves his name deep into the table. He started day dreaming about Felix, remembering that last week he was just drifting around town and found Felix out front washing his pretty little car in nothing but shorts. The image made him shiver.
“You should stop staring at him. People already think you’re kind of creepy”, Shy, Brody’s little sister, surprised him.
He turned to look at her, and like always she had a book held up to her face, hiding it. Sometimes he felt like she did that so people wouldn’t know that she’s his sister or that she knows him at all. Brody reached over the table and pushed the book down to look at his lovely sister’s face. Her eyes were still glued to the pages and her perfect eyebrows pushed together in a slightly frustrated look. She really didn’t know how beautiful she was. Typical girl, though sometimes it’s better to be modest than vain in most guy’s opinion.
Brody sighed and let her go back to reading.
“Why don’t you just go over and introduce yourself and talk to him?”
“I can’t do that Bells, he’s Felix. I can’t describe it, I just can’t do that!”
She closed her book and looked at him, being called by her pet name meant her brother was having some form of crisis or he was teasing her or trying to cheer her up. It was easy to see which reason he called her that.
“Maybe you shouldn’t be so shy…”
“Ha! This coming from you, I don’t want to creep him our or anything. I just need to come up with a way to have some kind of small talk with him”, Brody mumbled.
“If you say so”, Shy shrugged and went back to reading, letting her brother day dream.

The bell rang and everyone scrambled off at their own pace back to class. Posses of friends marched down the halls, making it hard for smaller groups of people or people by themselves to get by. Friends and couples walked one another to their classes.
Felix felt like a pimp as he walked with Erin and Brittany on either side of him. The girls walked Felix to his class then waved at him as he went into his math class.

“Brittany we need to have a girl to girl talk”, Erin said quietly after pulling Brittany into the girl’s bathroom.
“Alright what’s up?”
“Have you and Bryn been doing it”, Erin asked bluntly.
Brittany blushed slightly and let out a girly giggle, “Yeah…I’m pregnant too. I haven’t told Bryn yet, trying to find the right time.”
Erin gawked at her as if she just told her she planted a bomb in the school and it went off in 5 minutes, “Are you serious?! Oh my god Brittany! This is serious, does Damien even know?”
Brittany shook her head.
“Oh god, well…we’ll talk about this later”, Erin said in a rushed tone and pushily escorted Brittany out the bathroom.
2 girls walked out the bathroom stalls and made ‘Oh my god’ faces at one another then giggled, ready to spread the gossip.

“You better get a move on or you’ll be late”, Shy closed her book and stood.
Brody shook his head and noticed the cafeteria emptying out then looked down and blushed. He had been thinking about Felix too hard. Now he had a hard on running down the thigh of his jeans. He frantically tried to think of things to make it go away, though his attempts were in vain.
“S-shy….Bells…Can I barrow your book? I’ll give it back to you after school I promise I need it though”, he begged pathetically.
“Why”, she asked hugging her book to her chest, protective of it.
“Just help me out”, his voice strained in desperation.
Sighing Shy gave up her book to her big brother. She was really too nice for her own good. But she cared about her dear brother and didn’t like to see him beg or in a desperate situation.
Brody mouthed a word of thanks as he grabbed the book and used it as a shield and tried to be casual about it as he hurried out of the cafeteria. Though it was a grueling pace given how crowded the door ways were. He had never been so happy as to get back to class as he slid into his desk and placed the book on his lap, still self conscious and feeling stupid for letting himself get so caught up like that.

The seniors got to leave class early because of graduation rehearsals. The teachers who only had seniors in their classes for the last classes of the day fussed over them as they tried to get into alphabetical order and do the run through of everyone going up on stage and do all the usual procedures. Damien and Felix were 3 people apart in the line. By now Damien had taken up notice though he was unsure if Felix had noticed him or not.
Trying to be casual he just looked around the room before he looked at Felix, trying to catch his eye. Damien thought Felix had beautiful eyes; it wasn’t just his blue eye that was beautiful. His brown eye shined an exotic orange the majority of the time. When it didn’t appear orange it looked almost black. Damien let out a dreamy sigh and inched up a bit in the line. Damien blushed and looked away and smiled to himself in almost a victorious way when Felix caught his eye.
Felix’s heart leaped out and slammed into his rib cage when he turned his head just in time to catch Damien’s eye. He wondered if the boy of is affection was looking at him or the girl in front of him or maybe the guy behind him. He didn’t know. Felix really did hope he had been looking at him.
Though neither one of them were brave enough to talk to the other or start up a conversation just yet. So the graduation rehearsal proceeded and finished, everyone was just happy that they wouldn’t have to go to school tomorrow unlike the lower classmen that still have to show up for the last month of school.
Felix was almost brave enough to walk up to talk to Damien but he chickened out and just brushed past him, shoulder contact made them both freak out in their own minds. Felix hustled off to the boy’s bathroom rather quickly as Damien stared after him holding his shoulder and just kind of grinned to himself. Felix nearly squealed in victory as he burst into the bathroom. Though he couldn’t quite do that, he would look like a freak in front of the guy who was standing there washing his hands.

Brody had been standing in line during rehearsals 6 people in front of Felix. He had been scoping him out trying to be casual as he admired him from a distance and tried to keep himself in check and in control. He nearly jumped a foot in the air as he quickly turned around when Felix’s eyes swept over in his direction. In Brody’s mind he was hoping Felix had caught him looking at him and would flash him a smile but also he was praying that Felix hadn’t noticed his staring.
After rehearsals Brody scurried off to the bathroom, knowing by the time he got home Shy would have be done locked herself away in the tiny bathroom they shared taking a bubble bath and reading, trapped in her books.
Then he walked in. Burst in would better describe it, but Brody’s mind slowed down and it looked like he just glided into the bathroom. His bronze face had a deep blush set on his cheeks and a giddy look played on his pink lips. Brody felt his mouth water in delight as he watched Felix saunter over to the sink beside him and turn the water on. The water gushed out in a few violent spurts before it became a steady flow.

Felix splashed cold water on his hot face to cool it down. He felt like his temperature raised several degrees because of Damien, almost as if he was having a fever. The 17 year old turned the water off and shook his hands off in the sink, flicking water droplets everywhere then grabbed one of the cheap brown paper towels to dry his hands off then smiled at the boy who was practically staring at him.
“You’re a senior too”, he asked.
“Y-y-yeah”, the other boy nearly stuttered.
“I’m Felix”, he politely introduced himself, flashing him another smile trying to get him to stop staring at him.
“I’m Brody”, he managed to get out. Brody was mind boggled by Felix, he kept smiling at him. A very arousing award winning smile, his teeth here a blazing white, Brody wondered what kind of tooth paste he used and what his mouth would taste like and how his breath would smell if they were face to face or kissing. All these thoughts were almost making him dizzy. His knees trembled slightly in response.
“Nice to meet you Brody, I’ve kind of seen you around before. How come you’re usually by yourself?”
He had seen him around! Brody was about to have a victorious conniption and do a celebratory dance but he couldn’t lose cool points with Felix. Not now, it was a crucial moment. Brody tried to think fast to answer the boy with the different colored eyes question without seeming unfriendly or like he was some kind of loser no one wanted to hang out with.
“I’m…I’m just a quiet person is all and people kind of think that since I’m quiet and just kind of stand around and stare they think I’m some kind of creepy person I think?”, Brody tried to figure out, sounding like he was trying to convince himself.
“Alright”, Felix said nodding, “Well listen I’m throwing a party for all of us that’s graduating at my Dad’s house. I’d love for you to show up. The more the people show up the more we’ll laugh about our crazy High School times in college right?”
Brody nearly fainted when Felix flashed him another smile, on top of that invited him to his party. He also loved for him to come! Brody took that more than one way and planned to use this scene later tonight when he couldn’t sleep. He watched quietly, his mouth hanging open, as Felix wrote his number down and his Dad’s address and handed it to him then gave him a pat on the shoulder and strolled out the bathroom.
The dark dye head boy just stood in the bathroom and stared at Felix’s number before his lips pulled into a stupid grin, the kind you get when you’re retarded with pleasure. His crush had invited him to a party! He definitely was going to go, he would have to get Shy’s help on planning some things out.

Damien felt a slight stir in his pants when he heard Felix talking to Damien’s friend Jordan as he approached the two boys. Felix was inviting Jordan and him to his party! Damien’s mind rushed as he tried to piece this together. Did Felix think him and Jordan were a couple? Oh no! That’s not what he wanted at all. But he wasn’t about to straighten it out now. Felix waved by to Jordan, smiling his famous smile as he went off to mingle with a group of girls, probably to tell them about his party as well.
“What’d he say”, Damien almost demanded as him and Jordan began to drift out the auditorium, Damien glancing back at Felix as they go.
“Just invited us to his party at his dad’s place, I heard his dad’s place is huge! I’m pretty sure everyone is coming, and that he’s even inviting some of the seniors from other schools. What’s with you? Someone stalking you”, Jordan turned his head and tried to look and see what or who Damien kept glancing at.
“Nothing, nothing, are you going to go?”
“Defiantly, can’t pass up something like this. Last party of the year before the summer parties start up. How about you”, Jordan mind wandered off for a bit.
“I have to go! It’s Felix for fucks sakes!”
“Oh god”, Jordan rolled his eyes; “Here we go again!”
“Jordan! Come on you know how I feel…”, Damien got out before Jordan cut him off by placing a finger over his lips to silence him then put his arm around his friend’s neck as the walked.
“I know, I know. I’ve know since you first discovered you were gay. The whole school must know by the way you make sheep’s eyes at him”, Jordan teased as he made his eyes wide and batted his eyelashes and then cracked a grin.
“Oh shut up”, Damien whined as he shoved Jordan away a little.
Jordan laughed, “You’ll be fine. Just get your sister to help you out. I mean I can only help you out with so much! Felix isn’t a girly guy so I can’t try and compare him to my knowledge of girls. So go find one of your female friends, get me a date with someone hot so I can just lay back and let the good times roll without the hassle, and ask the other female friends for advice before the party, simple as that!”
Damien nodded in agreement. One of his friends would be able to help him. He really did hope someone would be able to help him so he doesn’t make a fool of himself.