Chapter Seven

Even though Damien told Felix he’d be coming over later today he had grand news and sort of needed a question answered right then. Every summer he and his family went down to their beach house and Brittany with her big mouth spilled to their parents that Damien had finally gotten himself a new boyfriend. Of course they were happy for him and ecstatic to meet their son’s new interest.
At first Damien didn’t think inviting Felix to come along with them would be a good idea until he was nagged on and on and finally gave in. He was a little nervous and excited at the thought that he and Felix would be sharing a room together. It wasn’t the first time Damien brought a boy to their summer home. There were 3 rooms and a pull out couch since occasionally Erin or some of Brittany’s other friends come along and the girls all huddle in the living room and chatter and sleep in there.
The boy literally, without knowing, skipped up to Felix’s front door and gave it a rap. Andrew’s little face popped up at the door. Damien smiled down at the little boy, thinking it’s kind of weird that they would allow their youngest to open the door with things are now a days it could be anyone at the door.
“Andrew who is it”, a woman’s voice called from inside then the door was opened wider and a woman appeared behind Andrew. She had orange-ish cinnamon brown fuzz covering the top of her head. This was NiniAnna, despite her tan skin she was a white woman and a wild woman at that. She was wearing nothing but green bikini panties and a bra in a dark shade of blue.
“It’s just Damien Momma…he’s probably here to help Felix play big boy games”, Andrew cooed in his little kid’s voice.
“I’m NiniAnna, nice to meet you”, she smiled and held her hand out, and Damien smiled in return and shook her hand. Ninianna petted Andrew on his head then spun around on her heals, she had angel wings tattooed down her back, she stalked off swaying her hips looking fierce like a tigress as she went in search of Ester.
“So where’s your brother?”
“He’s in his room having his big boy time. He’s been in there for 4 whole hours. I’d give him another 2 or 3 hours before he comes out to eat”, Andrew nodded as he lead Damien to Felix’s room.
Damien just gawked at the little boy in disbelief and watched him press the side of his face against Felix’s door. He mimicked his boyfriend’s little brother and then knocked on the door. “Felix? I came over early…I need to talk to you, can I come in?”
Felix gave a little squeal from inside and stopped fidgeting with his member and raced around his room trying to clean up and hide stuff before unlocking his door and throwing himself in bed and ruffling the neat covers up a bit to hide his arousal, he was aching from being so close to his release moment. “C-come in”, he squeaked weakly, his face flushed and was twitch from the power of the lubricant he was using.
Opening the door when his access request was granted Damien kind of nudged Andrew back, “We need to have a big boy talk.”
“I wish I was old enough to not have to leave rooms. I’m tired of this”, Andrew complained as he stomped off in a pout.
Damien closed the door behind him and sat on the edge of Felix’s bed and affectionately rubbed Felix’s leg through the covers. Felix slightly flinched at this and smiled warmly at Damien, his brown eye twitching involuntarily as he tried not to explode all over the place.
“You’re early”, Felix pointed out the obvious.
“You’ve been jerking off for a long time. Having your hours of me time”, Damien gave him a suspicious look and straightened out the covers and gave Felix a look; “Need a moment to finish?”
Felix nodded innocently, his eyes huge and needy, and quickly got up and ran out his room and across the hall into his bathroom leaving Damien grinning and trying not to chuckle. He came back in a matter of minutes looking warn out and slightly sweaty as he flopped down on his bed next to the other boy.
“Feel better?”
“Much…and I don’t have an issue either. My mom thought I had a problem too when I first started going out and buying stacks of porn from this little shop were my cousin slept with the owner so I get this discount and a free pass because of my age”, Felix explained as he picked lint off his covers.
“So what do you call it”, Damien was slightly concerned and in his mind he was wondering way too many things at this moment. Should he still tell Felix he slept with Alba in the past? Does Felix seriously have an issue? Is Felix being truthful when he says he doesn’t have an issue?
“I get lonely sometimes and I don’t really date all that much because of….my well anyways I don’t do it all that much I just need to watch things for a while then after an hour or two I get into it. I’m not in here from beating off to the opening credits”, Felix smiled shyly and half laughed.
Damien nodded, “Well I came here early because one, I don’t know why I haven’t gotten your number yet”, he leaned down and nuzzled the Hispanic boy laying on his stomach on the bed, “And two my parents need to know if you want to come with us to our beach house. We’ll be staying there for a few weeks and they really want to meet you and have been nagging me ever since Brittany spilled the beans on us”, he explained.
Felix’s eyes glistened as he looked up at Damien and smiled, “I kind of have to ask my mom first. Hold on come with me! You haven’t met her yet. Pretty sure you met NiniAnna; she tends not to stray too far from her little cub Andrew when she isn’t on the road.”
Hopping up the 17 year old dragged the other boy out of his room and into the kitchen where there was talking and laughing and the clacking of dishes. Ester was a small Hispanic woman and Felix wasn’t much taller. She and her son shared the black hair that Alba didn’t seem to get, his hair being a tropical brown which Damien knew wasn’t at all died it was his natural color given the color of his happy trail.
Ester’s brown eyes rolled up to meet Felix’s and gave him a smile and a kiss on the cheek and then her eyes harden when they were set on Damien, raising an eyebrow she looked him over then glanced at Alba. They both obviously remembered each other and Damien knew at that moment Estephania didn’t approve of him.
Felix talked to his mother quickly in Spanish, pleading to her and toughing her arms and giving her arms little squeezes and would bounce slightly like a child. Ester sighed at this and looked her age at that moment.
“Aye, you can go”, Ester watched her son grin happily and then nearly toppled her over in a hug and thanked her and kissed her on the cheek a bunch. She whispered something in his ear that made him blush and he pulled away and nodded, half a smile still left on his mouth.
Damien was releuctant when Felix dragged him out the kitchen, Alba had been staring holes in the back of him and it made his hair stand on end. He almost felt Alba’s wants flowing off him and blowing against his back half like a breeze.
“So what was that your mom whispered in Spanish to you?”
Felix blushed as he watched Damien sit back on his bed as he closed his door and just stood there awkwardly in front of him, “We have to go…shopping.”
“Oh, that doesn’t sound too bad”, he shrugged off, wondering if he should bring up the fact that Ester was trying to dismantle him with her eyes alone.
“She wants me to get protection too. My mom is kind of suspicious of you and your intents”, Felix slightly shrugged then nearly tripped over his own braced leg when there was a knock at his door.
Alba popped his head in and grinned at Damien and eyed him the way a hunter eyes its prey and then smiled at Felix and allowed himself in and took a seat on Felix’s bed by Damien and leaned into his personal space.
“I just wanted to come and say I wish to help you with your trip shopping. It’s hard to find little condoms that’ll fit you”, Alba teased and grinned wickedly as Felix’s face blushed a shade of humiliation red. “Did he tell you yet Damien? That he’s a late bloomer which is”, Alba snickered, “Uh why he’s not so tall and he looks so fucking adorable. He wasn’t able to come till last year when he was 16, almost 17. I haven’t seen it since he hasn’t been walking around naked all too much but I’m sure it’s still kind of tiny.”
Felix’s eyes hardened in a death glare as they burned, trying not to cry because it’d ruin the look of pure spite. His face was on fire out of the embarrassment. In his mind not everyone could be as big as his cousin. Damien was bigger than him as well but at least didn’t tease him about it.
“He’s not tiny. Felix is average size. You shouldn’t try and put him down like that. That’s just cruel and horrible”, Damien leaned away from Alba, standing up for Felix even though deep down Felix appreciated it but didn’t want needed anyone to stand up for him because he could handle himself.
Alba shrugged, his plan spoiled by his cousin’s development, “Whatever just have fun, and Felix I’ll still help you if you want me to. You know I just like to jackass around.”
The boy with the different colored eyes just stood very still, his eyes flickered. Alba shrugged again and stood. Felix jutted his chin out and his eyes glanced at the door, “I appreciate the offer and I’ll be sure to get back to you when I decide to offer.”
Alba sniffed and pressed against the side of Felix, looking at Damien as he grabbed ahead of Felix’s jaw and whispered something in his ear then licked the side of his face and left.
Damien’s brain went on full alert as he wondered what Alba told Felix. Did he tell him that he got to sleep with him? That’s not what Damien needed right now when Felix was going to come with him on a trip to the beach and would spend several weeks sharing a room and spending time together to get to know one another. He didn’t need a drought in the new chapter of this blossoming relationship that hadn’t even sprouted out of the ground yet. The seeds for it had just freshly been planted.
“Don’t mind him Dami. He can be a royal pain but he doesn’t mean any harm”, Felix spoke softly as he sat down next to him, still feeling shame riding on his shoulders.
Damien wrapped a comforting arm around Felix and brushed his lips against the warm soft skin of Felix’s cheek. Now that Damien thought about it, Alba’s info did explain why Felix’s face was so smooth.
“So when do we leave”, Felix asks smiling.
“Hopefully in about 5 days. Is that too soon for you?”
“No, no that’s fine.”
***
Ester had left Felix blushing in his room after she gave her son a lecture on STDs and practicing safe sex just in case Damien tried something with Felix. No, you shouldn’t rush into sex or anything. He was pretty sure by now everyone in his family were painfully waiting for him to finally get laid. Why? He didn’t have the slightest idea, maybe because they thought if he finally lost his cherry he’d stop spending so much time to himself in his room.
Alba had slipped into his room with a basket of laundry under his arm while Felix was daydreaming about being on the beach with Damien at sunset and other romantic things. His cousin startled him by throwing the basket on his bed and digging through his suitcase.
“I have some things for you to bring”, Alba explained when Felix fought him on rearranging his stuff in his luggage to make space. “Now your first time is going to hurt so you might want to bring your own lubricant”, Alba explained as he grabbed a bottle of lubricant and showed Felix and then stuffed it away in his toiletry bag.
“We’re not going to have sex”, Felix whined sitting down on his bed and let Alba do as he pleases since there’s no stopping his cousin.
“Just in case Chico”, Alba stroked the side of Felix’s face then went on packing his little cousin’s bags. “Now I thought you’d like to barrow some of clothes. I know I’m taller than you so I manage to find a few things that’ll fit. You’re fucking adorable and nothing says ‘do me’ than an adorable 17 year old boy in an over size sweat shirt with nothing underneath since I know you don’t like wearing underwear.”
Felix blushed slightly and watched his cousin display the large sweatshirt then folds it up and put it in his bag and then gently bit his lower lip, nervous that Alba’s helping might end up making Damien a hard target to fight off if he lures him in too deeply.
“White cotton shorts”, Alba sang as he held up a pair of shorts that looked like they might not cover up Felix’s goods. Not only was he afraid that people might be able to see his package but he like his mother, cousin, and little brother had hips and quite more than a handful of ass. Felix couldn’t even imagine why his cousin thought those were considered cute and wanted to give him those to wear.
“Alba please don’t try and make me out to be some kind of prostitute or eye candy. I don’t want to be something I’m not”, Felix mumbled.
“I’m not! I’m making you flaunt how adorable you are”, Alba spoke loudly as he shoved more of his own clothes into his little cousin’s bag.
By the time Alba had finished packing for Felix and him and NiniAnna helped load Felix’s little Mini Cooper with bags. He would be following Damien’s family to their beach house, not like there wasn’t any room for him in one of their vans loaded up with stuff but Felix loved his car like a pet and didn’t feel comfortable leaving it all alone without him tending to it and babying it for a few weeks.

Erin and Brittany were in and rented SUV with Damien who was following his parent’s car. They had packed both vehicles up to full capacity. Most of it was Brittany and Erin’s girly stuff just in case they see something they liked on the beach and might end up being asked out on some dates.
Damien knew his sister well and knew now that she’s single that she’d be hunting on the beach for her rebound guy. For some reason girls always hook their friends up with the guy they want friend. When his parents are at the beach they try to soak up the sun and talk with their fellow beach goers and drag them out for some kind of evening beach barbeque or bonfire. Meaning Damien would possibly have Felix all to himself in the beach house every so often.
He turned up the stereo when the girls started pestering him about being alone with Felix and if they were going to get their freak on, or when they talked about something sexual and girly that he didn’t want to here. No guy wants to hear about his baby sister’s sex life. Damien was just hoping nothing went wrong, his parents or sister won’t come back when he and Felix are busy, or no one gets sick. Last summer his mom got food poising from the food they bought from the boardwalk.
All he needed was these few weeks to go right and to at least have some secluded alone time with Felix, weather it be on the beach or in their room. That’s all he was asking.
***
Letting out a sigh of relief and stretching once out the car Damien was so happy to finally be done with driving and was ready to get his and Felix’s bags in their room so they get settled together. He was pretty sure after driving for several hours he really didn’t want to go out and Damien secretly hoped Felix felt the same as he watched the silver Mini Cooper pull up and park.
Felix hopped out his car and stretched and grinned at Damien, “Miss me?”
Smiling, Damien approached the grinning boy and wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close against his body, “Yeah, now that we’re here let the fun begin!”

Chapter Six

Felix clamped his hand over his mouth and stared at Brittany as she announced what was obviously a secret. Felix glanced at Damien; he looked like he wanted to die right on the spot. Then he looked around and saw everyone was staring at them.
“Well it’s true! I walked in on him watching some pretty freaky gay porn”, Brittany repeated herself loudly. “I thought he was just joking and pulling my leg when he told me he was gay.”
Damien paid the bill then rushed out of there with Felix. Leaving Erin giving Brittany a look and Brittany smiled innocently.

Brody cursed under his breath as the ditzy girl was telling a story about how she walked in on her brother jacking to guy on guy porn. He watched him snatch up Felix and rush out of there. He finished off his salad and paid for his meal and quickly left but couldn’t see them, he went off in the direction they went but he had lost him. Damien must have been hauling ass.

Felix understood Damien’s embarrassment the way everyone was staring at them but in his own opinion every guy had been walked in on or something just as embarrassing at one point or another.
Damien yanked Felix into the public library after dragging him down the sidewalk for a long while. They climbed up to the second level of the library and sat at one of the tables. Both boys were breathing hard.

Erin sighed and sat where Felix was sitting. The spot was still warm, hot almost from the body heat that had soaked into the chair. Brittany sat where her brother was sitting and looked out the window. Brittany pointed and laughed as a young woman ran after a car with a skirt trapped in the door. She was half naked! Time seemed to stop as she stood behind the car that had stopped panting trying to catch her breath. A car, the driver not paying any attention pinned Emily between the two cars.
The frightened driver of the first car hit the gas to pull away; Emily’s intestines fell out onto the street, some of it hooked to the back of the first car. She was bleeding to death fast and being dragged across the road.
The first car made it through the intersection another car passed by behind it running over Emily. 3 more cars thinking the body in the road is just trash in the road ran over her more. As if this incident couldn’t get any worse a stray dog with his ribs poking through his flesh trotted into the road and scooped up some of the woman’s flesh and walked away. In the background you could hear a homeless man or 2 crackle and laugh.
Erin and Brittany slowly turned back to one another with their mouths open, gawking at each other about what they just saw, their eyes huge. Neither one knew what to say to the other. They just gathered their bags and left.

Brody half the incident then shrugged it off and moved on. Since that’s what people do. They get over it and move on. He was more concerned with finding Felix and Damien then about the foolish woman’s mistake to stand behind a car or not be more aware that she should gather and catch her skirt before closing the door of a car.
He lurked up and down blocks taking turns and looked through windows and couldn’t find them. Brody wasn’t about to ask if anyone had seen the two. He decided to double back and ‘accidently wander’ by both Felix’s homes and tries and sees where his car might be parked at.
Brody gave up on that idea shortly when he passed by a Mini Cooper fitting the description of Felix’s car then checked the license plate on it sitting by a meter. He didn’t believe it was creepy that he knew Felix’s license plate or that when he saw the boy’s car in the school’s parking lot that he’d occasionally take a peek inside to see what he was packing. It was kind of like his way of getting to know someone. Though he knew his sister and a few other people would say other wise.

Felix leaned back in his seat and looked up at the ceiling of the library. The ceiling was a skylight. The bronze skin boy stared at the sky in a daze for a moment till Damien poked gently on the back of his hand.
“You were drifting off there”, Damien smiled playfully.
“Sorry. I just like looking at the sky when the clouds are shaped like that. You know sometimes when the sunsets just right and it’s kind of cloudy out the sky looks like it’s painted. Kind of cool looking. It makes me wish I could like paint my ceiling or wall like that”, Felix cooed as he looked at Damien for a while, watching him, then looked back up at the sky.
Damien looked at Felix as if he was high or something then just smiled at him and scooped both his hands off the table top and into his. He gently petted the back of Felix’s hands with his thumbs studying the other boy’s hands.
“What are you doing”, Felix mumbled giving him a soft look as he slowly looked around, a light blush set on his cheeks as he gently bit his pink bottom lip.
“Can’t I hold my boyfriend’s hand”, Damien asked then grinned when Felix gave a slight jump and looked down at their hands his face darkening in a blush. He curiously and quietly wondered what the other male was embarrassed about. Was he possibly uncomfortable displaying his sexual preferences out in public? Or maybe it was just easy to make him blush. He had once watched in the distance as Erin made Felix blush a deeper shade very 5 minutes their freshman year.
Damien thought it was quite cute. Though he wondered if Felix would break out his shell, he did display that he could be bold sometimes but that brought up another question on what has to take place on him to be bold.
Felix nudged Damien in the leg with his foot when he noticed he wasn’t just looking at him he was staring at him. He was starting to get uncomfortable from the attention. It was like when people first meet him they openly gawk at his blue eye. After a while you get over it and get use to the fact that he was just unique. Though Felix still hated it, it made him feel like a freak show or like something was wrong with his appearance on that day. For example: an embarrassing little something hanging out of your nose.

Andrew kept calling his big brother and eventually he picked up and the younger boy informed Felix that he had to come home and ‘watch’ him because their parents, NiniAnna and Ester, had went off to work and do other tasks.
Felix sighed and shoved his phone in his pocket and looked sadly at Damien, “I kind of have to cut this short. My little brother is home alone and all so I have to go watch him and make sure he doesn’t get into something that’ll get us both in trouble.”
“Oh…well I can keep you company while you watch him if you want? How old is the kid?”
“7”
“Is he a brat”, Damien questioned, never knowing Felix had a younger sibling.
“When he’s not embarrassing me he isn’t. I also have an older cousin named Alba; he’s a bit of a whore. He’s probably at work or still at someone he hooked up with last night at their house still”, Felix explained as he stood and pushed his chair in under the table, Damien following his lead.
“Yeah I know how that can be”, Damien rubbed the back of his neck remembering countless times where Brittany has embarrassed him.
Damien followed Felix out the library and down the street in search of his car. He was busy wondering where he heard the name Alba. It was vaguely familiar but it wouldn’t come to him.
It was a pretty long drive from the city to the decent size house Felix shared with his cousin and mother. Most of the time his mom and Andrew were over at NiniAnna’s huge house, which was bigger than his dad’s house, so it during most weeks it’d just be Alba and Felix pacing back and forth. Occasionally Felix might get a glimpse of who ever Alba had slept with the previous night leave his room or Felix would wake up to an empty house. Though it’s not like him and Alba talked much, the occasional grunt maybe some teasing remark made by Alba or a question from Felix. Nothing major at all, in actuality it was kind of sad in a way.

Alba was sitting in the kitchen shirtless eating a peanut butter sandwich and a glass of milk. He yawned again, just now waking up to an almost empty house. Andrew was in the living room watching T.V. and being quiet. He was impatiently waiting for Felix to come home so he could shower and go to work. Alba looked at the back door and smiled tiredly as he saw Felix come inside along with a familiar face.

Felix carefully parked next to Alba’s big red monstrous SUV. He use to drive a shabby, dented up, putt putt of a car until Estephania made him get rid of it when it broke down one winter and he almost freeze to death. She gave him her old SUV and got herself bigger shinier silver SUV since Felix was growing he needed a bigger chair which meant she needed more room at the time.
Thinking back on those times kind of made Felix sad, costing so much money just because he wasn’t born normal, even though he tried his best to be a normal kid and not some weak cripple still didn’t mean things cost less for his family to manage him, his pain killers use to put a large dent in his mother’s pay check and she battled NiniAnna long and hard but finally she gave in and let her pay for some things.
Felix led Damien in through the back entrance into the kitchen. He just bobbed his head to greet his cousin.
“Andy is watching TV I would have watched him and let you….play a little longer and be out and about but I have to work”, Alba looked Damien over. He almost didn’t recognize the boy clinging to his cousin’s hand. He was busy staring at the fact that they were holding hands.
Damien’s eyes got huge when he saw the male sitting in Felix’s kitchen. Now he knew why the name sounded so familiar. He had slept with his crush’s cousin without even realizing it! While he was still gawking at Alba he tried to remember how and where it all went down.
Comparing Alba and Felix was like breaking the laws of physics. Felix was so adorable, beyond explanation. Kind of like a kitten or a child like angel he was sweet, innocent, and unbelievably adorable. Alba on the other hand was drop dead model hot. He had fierce and fiery appearance and personality that he used to get him laid over and over again. It’s just plain impossible to compare the two cousins.
For some reason Damien was more attracted to Felix. His brain will still trying to process the fact that he fucked up big time by sleeping around to even wonder why he liked Felix more than Alba though he knew Felix more than he did Alba he still barely knew his new boyfriend.
“Oh um Damien this is my cousin Alba and Alba this is my”, Felix paused and blushed causing the other two boys to smile at the adorable reaction, “Boyfriend Damien.”
Alba gave Damien a flirtatious smile and stood up to shake Damien’s hand. Damien thought it’d be rude to not shake his hand. Alba leaned into Damien as they shook hands, grinning in his ear as he whispered, “We’ve met before, and this won’t be the last time we’ll see each other.”
Swallowing hard Damien’s eyes flicked over to Felix knowing he was standing close enough to hear all that. Lucky for him Felix had wandered off to go check on Andrew making sure he hadn’t died since Alba really wasn’t watching him closely.
Alba pulled away from Damien smirking but didn’t leave without giving him a little grope. Damien yelped and his face heated, satisfied by this reaction Alba sauntered out the kitchen and up the stairs to his bedroom to get ready for work. In his mind he was going to have a lot of fun torturing Damien. Though he’d have to be careful, even though Felix was shy and had kitten like qualities sometimes if you push him too much it’s like facing and angry black panther.
Damien wandered around the corner to find Felix. He was sitting next to Andrew on the couch petting the little boy’s hair and smiling as they eyed the T.V. and talked quietly in Spanish. Felix glanced over his shoulder at Damien when he felt the other boy staring at the back of his head and waved him over.
“Andrew this is Damien. Damien this is my little brother Andrew”, Felix petted the little boy’s hair, not ruffling it since he himself hated when people do that. Usually takes him several minutes of him brushing his wet hair to ensure that it won’t stick up half way through the day. “I’m going to leave you two alone for a moment. Don’t kill each other, I’ll be right back!” Felix hopped up off the couch and scurried off.
Damien tried to casually sit next to Andrew who was curiously watching his every move. Both boys wanted to question the other, Andrew took the first step though. Andrew’s little kid curiosity bottling up inside and then bubbling up and out of his lips.
“Do you love my brother?”
“Not yet”, Damien half laughed nervously.
“So you like playing with other boy’s thingies?”
“Um…so um I hear you have two moms”, Damien said looking around the small living room and seeing a small lovely looking Hispanic woman standing next to a tall woman wearing a corset with orange hair highlighted with cinnamon brown cut short around her shoulders.
“Yeah they love each other”, Andrew nodded.
“Is it hard? I mean do kids tease you because you have two moms”, Damien blurted out the question he’s been dying to ask.
Andrew shrugged, “Not all that much. I mean it is 2009! I do think it’s kind of weird that I and Alba are the only ones that like people opposites of us….though sometimes he does bring home boyfriends for the night.”
Is that what he calls them? Boyfriends for the night, Damien thought that was a little odd. But if it made sense to the little kid that’s probably that’s all that matters so that there’s no more curious questions asked.
“Are you going to spend the night and play big boy games with Felix”, Andrew asked curiously as he stared up at Damien who just blushed and kind of gawked at him.
The older male looked around idly, wishing Felix would hurry up and come back. Between Felix’s older cousin making passes at him and his little brother asking explicit questions it looked like he just couldn’t win. He was happy when the commercials went off and Andrew practically forgot Damien was sitting there. It gave him a chance to think about how he should tell Felix he slept with Alba, if he should at all, and fight Alba off.
What’s a guy to do?